Why Am I Like This?

I could be high as the moon, Summer in bloom But I'll find a way to come back down too soon Then I'll be green, the monster in me Will make me sicker, sicker than the sea It's so bad I'm blue all the time I, I feel like taking a dive Think I'm going down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down Guess I'm going down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down Why am I like this? Why am I like this? I feel like a lead balloon, might pull out a tooth Just so that I can feel slightly amused Red in the face, heart starts to race Whatever I'm smoking is secretly laced It's so sad I'm blue as the sky I, I think I'm outta my mind Think I'm going down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down Guess I'm going down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down Why am I like this? Why am I like this? Why am I like this?