Forever Missing You

You don't know How much i miss your love Much i miss your touch You don't know How much i miss your love I miss your love Aight, mum i'm here to say i'm sorry that's for everything i've done And police were sitting round the back and kicking off the front I'm sitting down in handcuffs that's when you ask what i've done I'm looking all confused but you know im just acting dumb And ima keep it real your youngest daughter ain't coping Her boyfriends acting up but he dont know that bro will smoke him Your eldest daughters fine, she's living calm, she's living life Nothing ain't changed, your little boy's just still inside He's still inside And just the other day i put some flowers by your side I hope dad's cool, and nan's doing fine I think my kids can see you they keep pointing to the sky I just asked Allah why people have to die? I waited 5 minutes didn't get no reply Can't cry, i just block the pain, try to get high Bit of reggae on a sunday, i know your tryna vibe Anyway dad im missing you, and i'm forever missing you Give what i got to kick back and blow a spliff with you Had to feature with double m, i know what he's been through Gangsters relate, so this is the truth Locked up, i don't know when ill next visit you And last week i went and lost the password to my snap So i lost all our memories, i don't think i'll get them back Shit's fucked, i just need to leave the road and stick to rap Uncle owen's on the same shit Me and louise, gave him some ps and he spent it on the same shit But addiction is real and you won't change it But i'm good, right now i'm just on basic Sat with some freeprints just staring at your faces And its fucked, cah my daughter turned five And she dont know what death is, she dont know your not alive So protect them, i see you looking down from where you lie You don't know How much i miss your love Much i miss your touch You don't know How much i miss your love I miss your love Look, look If you were still here i always wonder what you'd think I wonder if we'd reason over drinks I thought that i would meet you on the day that i got chinged I was knocking on the door but they wouldn't let me in Shit i always wonder what you'd do Did you spend your time at home? or were you always on the move? I inherit that from you I'm a rapstar now, i ain't just any other yute And im my own boss so nobody can tell me what to do I keep iron with me don king They keep telling me we look alike They don't know that i've only seen one pic And i was wondering if i could just ask one thing Without you here, how can i have everything i'm wanting? I miss you Numb the pain with all this drug misuse God takes all the best ones, that why he picked you Uncle kingsley told me that you used to keep your pistol Dunno if they love me or just see me as the rich yute I hope your proud dad Its 2am and i'm up smoking loud Thinking how you went halves on the golden child I'm stuck in quicksand so i ain't been home a while Swear i get this charm from you, i could make a cobra smile And you know that i don't mean to cry I gotta stay offline, they get me mad and provoke me to slide I'm tina's boy, as long as i'm here dad, i swear that she's alright Granny said be vigilant, she's losing sight in both her eyes Dad i waited years for this it didn't happen overnight You don't know How much i miss your love Much i miss your touch You don't know How much i miss your love I miss your love So i turned into the older guy I lost my little sister, dropped a tear and just rolled my eyes For six's funeral, i told his mum to let me know the price I'm pouring out henny with a load of ice Father Mark, i lost you in the worst way I got a son now, the other day it was his birthday Now why the babylon even kill you in the first place? My head starts to shake like an earthquake Searching for you is like searching for a mermaid If you were still here yo, if you were still here dad Would you give me guns, tell me slide and tell me air that? Probably told me nah, you would do it but i hear that You loved the leather gloves Your probably pissed i touched it bareback I know you're probably mad that me and uncs always fumble But on my son's life i'd kill for my uncle Your friend just done life and they just threw bundles Mama's still praying for me when i'm in the jungle Gorilla in the zoo doe You'd probably be my manager, i'd have you in the studio And we got memories that only i know and you know Your dad passed after you, your kicking it with bruno All them riots in the uk, i wondered what would you say When i had the blicky in the bolt not usain My niggas in jail sticking pictures with their toothpaste It can go one way or two ways or three ways They got me in my mean ways And i dont give a fuck about what he says or she says I see my nigga run and pass the stick, must of thought this was relay I'm a savage at heart, but still humble like pk At the cemetery, all i do is pour hennessy Still think about memories whilst listening to memories And i can't bring you back, but them thoughts they will never leave And it is what it is, and what it was it will never be You don't know How much i miss your love Much i miss your touch You don't know How much i miss your love I miss your love