Tendencies

As much as I hope that I'm wrong

But I'm more than convinced

That one day I'll just stop

Functioning

As much as I hope to grow out

Of my tendencies

To constantly pity myself

And the world around me

(the world around me)

Don't hold my hand

Or I will drag you down

Into the endless depths

You won't be able to escape

Don't hold my hand

Or I will drag you down

I will drag you down

Keeping my head up

With my back against the wall

Run with my eyes shut

I don't wanna jump

I just really wanna fall

Keeping my head up

With my back against the wall

Run with my eyes shut

I don't wanna jump

I just really wanna fall

Don't hold my hand

Or I will drag you down

Into the endless depths

You won't be able to escape

Don't hold my hand

Or I will drag you down

Into the endless depths

You won't be able to escape

I've come to a point

Where the thought of giving up

Comforts me more

Than the thought

Of being alright

Keeping my head up

With my back against the wall

Run with my eyes shut

I don't wanna jump

I just really wanna fall

Keeping my head up

With my back against the wall

Run with my eyes shut

I don't wanna jump

I just really wanna fall

I just really wanna fall

And the depths consume it all

When I finally fall

Shell and guts, flesh and bone

I'm coming home

I'm coming home