On My Way

I find myself thinking bout the times You'd put your hands on mine while I was writing rhymes I reminisce a lot but honestly I'm fine Hoping you'd call me in the middle of the night And I'll be on my way Swear to God I'm waiting on the day You know that my feelings still the same Baby lemme show you Think I miss the old you Wish that I could hold you Again Thinking bout the day that I met you Way that I left you Hate that I upset you Now your heart is freezing Said that I'm the reason Let me make it even Give you all of mine you apart of me Say what's on your mind tell me what you mean Said I gotta give you time gotta let you breathe Guess this is a sign gotta set you free Now I'm thinking will I see you again Went through my phone and now you screaming again Got too attached you catching feelings again I tried to justify the means with ends now You outside making a scene with your friends These streets are dirty you in need of a cleanse You acting different baby please don't pretend You know that I'm gonna be there til the end But now you just ignore me Go to sleep and pray I wake up with you in the morning Said I made you nervous on the first day that you saw me Having conversations with my friends they tried to warn me Bout all the guys before me But now I wanna phone you Cos you been on my mind I know exactly what you going through Always had a hard time trusting girls I thought I told you Wish I could rewind just so that I could sit and show you That I wanna console you And I just wanna know if you feel the same Give you anything you want so you feel okay I'ma love you like I'm 'sposed to ain't here to play I miss how your eyes would glow when you say my name Know I'm always on the go But I'm here to stay Know you caught me with that hoe And I'm so ashamed Said you wanna be alone I'ma give you space I guess this is how you coping with all the pain Understand you feel a way I find myself thinking bout the times You'd put your hands on mine while I was writing rhymes I reminisce a lot but honestly I'm fine Hoping you'd call me in the middle of the night And I'll be on my way Swear to God I'm waiting on the day You know that my feelings still the same Baby lemme show you Think I miss the old you Wish that I could hold you again And I miss how you'd call my name Order Calamari fish, when we go on dates You supposed to raise my kids, look how far we came But you know how it is, I guess all that changed Said you want the pain to go away Maybe I can ease it You been treated like a throwaway Baby I can see it And it's like you got a hold of me Lately I can feel it Let my anger take control of me Girl I didn't mean it Now I gotta live without you, it's hard but I'm still learning Countless sleepless nights, I know you tossing and turning Gotta do what's right, feels selfish to see you hurting Girl turn off the lights and blow out those candles burning And I'm sorry for the things I said to you No matter how far we are I'll find my way right back to you Hennessy in my apartment take a sip I'm in the mood I spilled it all over my carpet you can smell it in the room