Under

I woke up from a dream I was holding you

I woke up, but it’s not like I wanted to

I’ve been crying on couches since 2017

I know I can’t change anything

I wake up in the bed that we used to share

Reach for you just to realize that you’re not there

I’m still crying on couches in 2024

I can’t do this anymore

I don’t wanna get over you

Even though I tell myself that’s what I’m trying to do

I don’t wanna get over you

Cause I remember being under and all over you

I was scared when you let me touch you like that

I was born again, now there’s no going back

I’ve been crying on couches to movies with James Dean

It’s always the same scene

I won’t get to do everything with you

I guess healing is all I have left to do

I’ve been crying on couches—fuck all this therapy

I wanna do the wrong thing

I don’t wanna get over you

Even though I tell myself that’s what I’m trying to do

I don’t wanna get over you

Cause I remember being under and all over you

I’m still under you

I’m still under you

I’m still under you

I’m still under you

I don’t wanna get over you

Even though I tell myself that’s what I’m trying to do

I don’t wanna get over you

Cause I remember being under and all over you

I don’t wanna get over you

Even though I tell myself that’s what I’m trying to do

I don’t wanna get over you

Cause I remember being under and all over you