COPING

My soul is stuck, my skull is my own

Cage I'm coping in all the wrong ways

I'm spilling my own blood and guts

For pay I don't care if you go a stay

Cause it's all the same, it's just another

Day I play the game cause there's no other way

And by my tongue I've got too much to say

I've been this way and that will never change

I make believe it's more than what it seems

I keep dreams achieved by any means

Nowadays I'm focused on the streams

Gotta turn my phone off just to breathe

And the moment never lasts as long as memories

Can anybody tell me how it's really supposed to be?

Baby where's the trust like can you keep it real with me?

Cause I don't want the love unless it comes with comfortability

My soul is stuck, my skull is my own cage

I'm copping in all the wrong ways

I filling my own blood in guts for pay I don care

If you go or stay Cause it all the same it just

Another day I play the game cause there no other way

And by my tongue I've got too much to say

I've been this way and that will never change

Wasn't my mistake to glorify the pain

I gave my heart away for it to break

I live with self-destruction, I sustain

It ends till I rest at heaven's gate

I can't be dodging my reflection cause I'm scared of it

And I can only learn my lessons when I care for it

It's all in my head, the trauma triggers my anxiety

I guess it's hard to get ahead with demons left inside of me

My soul is stuck, my skull is my own cage

I'm copping in all the wrong ways

I'm spilling my own blood and guts for pain

I don't care if you go a stay

Cause it's all the same, it's just another day

I play the game cause there's no other way

And by my tongue I've got too much to say

I've been this way and that will never change it