Loko On the Eights

Everyday

Same routine

Lights out, nightmare repeats

The countdown begins

Madness never ends

A wrong turn somewhere

Between innocence and fear

I'm trapped in this hell

Still my heart fights to be pure

I scratch, I crawl

But these concrete walls won't budge

My screams unheard

I'm blending in

Into the numb

I'm blending in

Into the numb

Everyday

Same routine

Lights out, nightmare repeats

The countdown begins

Madness never ends

I'll face my fears

And I'll hold back tears

I'll pay the price

And I'll do the time

I deserve

I deserve

I'm blending in

Into the numb

It's cold

I'm alone

It's cold

I'm alone

And I'm so scared

God damn I thought I had this all figured out

I was wrong

I wanted everything

How am I now stuck in this hole?

God damnit how'd I fuck this up so bad

It's all my fault

I'm trapped in prison with no way out

This is not my home

I refuse to call this home

I refuse to call this home