Never Laugh at Live Dragons

Now I've failed you again

When I swore that I would be there till the end

How could I still say that I'm your friend

Or am I too far gone

Have I hit rock bottom yet

My body trembles with regret

All the hope I had is gone or fleeting

In the darkness I can't hide

These thoughts that keep me up all night

My old habits I just keep repeating

Denial haunts me I can't sleep

Brokenness and disbelief

Now I've failed you again

When I swore that I would be there till the end

How could I still say that I'm your friend

Staring into your eyes

I've seen life but now I only see my lies

Just another failure to despise

Or my demise

This disease is getting worse

I'm falling victim to the curse

From a nightmare I cannot awaken

Now you're gone and I'm alone

How can I do this on my own

When the only life I know is taken

My vices just won't let me be

Can't escape what's killing me

Now I've failed you again

When I swore that I would be there till the end

How could I still say that I'm your friend

Staring into your eyes

I've seen life but now I only see my lies

Just another failure to despise

Or my demise

Oh no

I feel something taking over me

Let me go

Whispering lies that I cannot be free

I can't breathe

As my own choices break my heart

It's getting harder to believe

My life seems to fall apart

This is all too much to take

Can I hope to hope again

I see the dawn begin to break

I'm reminded who I am

And as the sun begins to rise

I am not the man I used to be

I cannot believe my eyes

Not the man that I used to be

Since I failed you again

When I swore that I would be there till the end

How can you still say that I'm your friend

Staring into your eyes

I've seen life so bright it burns away my lies

Failure comes untrue in death's demise

And I will rise

I will rise