I Limit

I used up my spirit

drowned out, not still

when I see, I limit

forgetting my will

my sex is determined

my lust full of shame

love feels like a burden

all passion gone tame

my wealth

a tower

all instincts asleep

my youth gone sour

while my fear ran deep

here at the heights of my delusion

fight my mind

trying to recall

that i need to touch the earth that birthed me

don't wanna feel jaded all my life

don't wanna breathe the air of days long past

(cause i dont wanna feel jaded all my life)