The Beginning

I know too much

But I don't know enough

You're so young - hurry up slow down

Your life is slipping away now

Just open up

But don't say too much

Say what you think is important

But only the way that they want it

And I'm second guessing everything I know

Just pretending I've got control

I feel like I know myself less every day

I'm doing the most but am I even living?

Do you even notice all that I've been giving?

Who the fuck am I without what they say

Looking ahead but still reminiscing

Am I at the end or is this the beginning

You look too soft

But not soft enough

Say I can't get my look right

But what does a real woman look like

I don't exist

For your criticism

My shit is none of your business

I never asked what you want

So maybe it's not my fault

I feel like I know myself less every day

I'm doing the most but am I even living?

Do you even notice all that I've been giving?

Who the fuck am I without what they say

I'm looking ahead but I'm still reminiscing

Am I at the end or is this the beginning

It's not ending it's beginning

It's not ending it's beginning

It's not ending it's beginning

It's not the end it's beginning

Who gives a fuck if I'm winning

I'm on my way and I'm in it

Who cares don't need you to get it

It's not ending it's beginning

Who gives a fuck if I'm winning

I'm on my way and I'm in it

Who cares don't need you to get it

It's not ending it's beginning

It's not ending it's beginning