Soft

I grew up alone

Even though there was always someone home

Wanna stand on solid ground

But my feet sink deeper down

When you open your mouth

And I don't know if it's my mama

Or the way my daddy treated me

All I know is I've found myself lost

I don't know if it's my fears

That turned into wasted years

All I know is that I am so soft

All I know is that I am so soft

Please don't get too close to me

Don't look me in the eyes

Please don't give me false promise

It'll hurt too much when I learn

All of it is a lie

And I don't know if it's my genes

The burdens of my family

All I know is I've found myself lost

I don't know if it's just me

Or the coldness of this city

All I know is that I am so soft

All I know is that I am so soft

I don't wanna fall in love

With my mistake again

Because it is unbearable, my friend

I don't wanna purposely

Push good things away

But I know that I do

And I just cannot explain

I don't know if it's my age

Getting older has its ways

All I know is I've found myself lost

I don't know if it's my past

Or that no good feeling lasts

All I know is that I am so soft

All I know is that I am so soft

All I know is that I am so