Like You See Me

Getting angry when I get sad

Giving up things I don't understand

I bite my nails, so I hate my hands

Idealize so much, I wreck my plans

Most times I run away from something good

But now I don't think that I should

You love me

For some reason

Even when it's not even

I know I don't make it easy

To see me like you see me

I hope I'm

Still healing

But I won't when I keep leaving

So I'll sabotage myself some other time, I mean it

One day I hope I'm gonna see me like you see me

Let you down a hundred times

It's a prison of my own design

I try too hard, or don't try enough

Wish that I was smarter, wish I was tough oh yeah

Most times I run away from something good

But now I don't think that I should

Cause you love me

For some reason

Even when it's not even

I know I don't make it easy

To see me like you see me

You love me

For some reason

Even when it's not even

I know I don't make it easy

To see me like you see me

I hope I'm

Still healing

But I won't when I keep leaving

I know I don't make it easy

But it's a hurt worth keeping

So I'll sabotage myself some other time, I mean it

One day I hope I'm gonna see me like you see me