Infinite Loop

Now I find myself standing right back here again

Never gonna learn never gonna learn

Take another shot pill hit snort drink

While I watch my whole stupid fucking world burn

Diving to the bottom of the bottle trying to find some peace

Maybe this time it'll give me what I think I need

I could quit whenever but I'm super high-functioning

Tonight I'll just have one (or two or three or four or five)

Vision blurred talking slurred fun fun fun

Vomit in the Uber fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!

Spinning sweating heaving God please let this be done

Diving to the bottom of the bottle trying to find some peace

Maybe this time it'll give me what I think I need

I should quit forever but I'm sure I'll think of something

I'll just drink on weekends

I'll go late to the party so I don't get drunk and do something stupid

I'll just drink vodka it's cleaner and won't make me so sick

Yeah, I just won't drink vodka again

I'll put it in a time-locked safe

I'll just drink beer

I'll just drink French wines, they're lower in alcohol

I'll avoid my favorite bar so I won't be tempted to get hammered

I'll drink water between each drink and only drink when I'm happy