Forgive You

You didn't have to do me like you did

But you did

Couldn't keep your weak-ass promises and just left

But you broke me instead

And I would've stayed

But I can't make you feel the same, yeah

You messed with my heart, and you messed with my head

Could've made a life, but you chose that instead

And I don't think I can hate you if I tried

But, damn it, I make a good lover and liar

Swallowed my pride, not the type to be played

Disguised hurt with anger, take that to my grave, yeah

Spit on your name, but it stays in my brain

Suffer in silence, scream for you in private

'Cause I, I forgive you

When I, I shouldn't want to

As I force smiles for your dismay

While I bend God's ear, cursing your name

But I, I forgive you and only hate you

'Cause I loved you, oh, oh, really loved you

I haven't slept in our sheets since that night

And I could feel your side with anybody that I like

But I don't care to

Guess I meant it when I said I wanted you

'Cause I, I forgive you

When I, I shouldn't want to

As I force smiles for your dismay

While I bend God's ear, cursing your name

But I, I forgive you and only hate you

'Cause I loved you, oh, oh, really loved you

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

You didn't have to do me like you did

But you did