Expect Delays

I've lost my way, expect delays

I'm trying to find the page

Strife cost my days, my cross my rage

I'm dying ten times a day

You're younger than me, I carry all I've seen

And all I've never been

And all I'll never feel

All I'll wish I'd seen

I carry all of this with me

I've lost count of the ways I'm blessed

I'm lying if I contest

But I'm lost for words to express

What crying will tell you best

You're younger than me, I carry all I've seen

And all I've never been

All I'll never feel

All I'll wish I'd seen

I carry all of this with me

I'm waiting for silence

To put to rest all my violence

Years are desperate as sirens

I'm waiting for silence

Never been

Never feel

Wish I'd seen.