Party Favor

Holding my head in my hands I'm unwilling to breathe

I do not know who I am, give me someone to be

God why are you still the reason I can't fall asleep

Don't you know I'm hanging on by the skin of my teeth

Oh

I know you kissed me just to shut me up

I know I always get a little too drunk

I guess it's just a matter of time before it shows up

It's all in my head till it's not, then it's over

I know I'm wild and I talk too loud

Too many words coming out of my mouth

I guess I should've known you weren't a long game player

I could only keep you as a party favor

My friends say I should be upset

But I can't feel a thing

I guess I just haven't slept

I'm forgetting to eat

I'm losing weight as I'm losing my mind every week

But honey I know that you were not playing for keeps

Oh

I know you kissed me just to shut me up

I know I always get a little too drunk

I guess it's just a matter of time before it shows up

It's all in my head till it's not, then it's over

I know I'm wild and I talk too loud

Too many words are coming out of my mouth

I guess I should've known you weren't a long game player

I could only keep you as a party favor

Oh I think the starvation is catching up to me

I can't feel my body

My clothes fall right off me

I think this illusion is holding onto me

Is this what you wanted

Am I finally pretty

I think the starvation is catching up to me

I see you in passing

You never look at me

It all feels so pointless

I shouldn't have done this

Is this what you wanted

Is this what you wanted

You're just being honest

Oh

I know you kissed me just to shut me up

I know I always get a little too drunk

I guess it's just a matter of time before it shows up

It's all in my head till it's not, then it's over

I know I'm wild and I talk too loud

Too many words coming out of my mouth

I guess I should've known you weren't a long game player

I could only keep you as a party favor

Oh I could only keep you as a party favor

yeah I could only keep you as a party favor