State of Mind (feat. Alexx)

I cant do this

You promised us

I know

You said wed make music

Im so tired man

Get up youre tired of what

Im just im

Tired of living check to check

I stick my neck out

For those who needed help yet when I need it they check out

The disrespect's foul

And I'm a wreck

How am I supposed to be set to stick it out for the next route

Have you ever been fed up until you up and cried

Until you're up at night and wonder why you wanna die

Sometimes my troubled mind

Turns my focus blind

And I slip and slide to mental bind

Numb from this kryptonite

So if you feel it then I'm prolly talking to you

Awkward walk to the truth

But dawg I'll walk it with you

Grab your shoes

We headed out in a few

Let's take some time to take a drive

Hush the mind and let loose

You need to

Wake up

Y'all need to make up

Your state of mind

Is it too late to shine

I'm losing sleep at night

Don't wanna waste this soul

But I'm afraid to fight

Got nobody to help me in a state of mind

Where

I've always been afraid to go down

Travel down this lonely road away from my hometown

I'm zoned out

Screaming out for help and there's no sound

I'll go out

Fighting till I die there is no doubt

I took a little time for my

Mental health to walk the line

So if you wanna see a come up

You should fall behind

And get some pen and paper

You can note the grind

Worth checking out

Is it over

I think so

I'm hopeful

Take this trauma and reload a broke soul

Fake friends never need 'em

Beat sheets eat sleep rinse and repeat 'em

This is no joke

I'll be so dope

I could have a dealer stuck in a chokehold

Promise I won't fold

Stories go untold

Lord knows

This leads to a dark road

Leaving this heart cold no don't just

Wake up

Y'all need to make up

Your state of mind

Is it too late to shine

I'm losing sleep at night

Don't wanna waste this soul

But I'm afraid to fight

Need somebody to help me in a state of mind

I'm afraid that I will never risk it and shoot

And get my mental health in check before I really let loose

And make the bigger bet and take this gift the Lord said pursue

You didn't go through all that trouble just to fumble and lose

So raise the roof

Grab a mic

Write a flow and recite

A line that rhymes to soothe a like-minded mind like mine

Listen you are one of a kind

Draw some strength from your pain

And leave the darkness behind please

Wake up

Y'all need to make up

Your state of mind

Is it too late to shine

I'm losing sleep at night

Don't wanna waste this soul

But I'm afraid to fight

Got nobody to help me in this state of mind