How I Been

'Member wakin' up in cold sweats

Hopin' that a **** won't forget how to make it out through the night

Nightmares took a known rest

And turned it into runnin' from his demons to make it out through the light

The homicides in the middle of the winter, it was cold

Post-traumatic from the stress of the summer is in his soul

And Father, I been tryna forget you, but I'm alone

Wonderin' if I was missin'', would people still wanna know

Just how I been?

Or how I'm doin'?

Would the people still wanna know just how been?

Or how I'm doin'?

Would the people still wanna know just how I been

I been pullin' up in Benzes, listenin' to 50 Cent, talkin' to many men, ****, how I been

Look, how I'm doin', and I'm too influenced

Thinkin' 'bout my past, critiquin' how I was movin'

Watchin' out for the crash

Watchin' who finna laugh as I try to be a man and tell my people how I'm doin'

That's how I been

I'on even wanna punch it in

Maybe you should speak it from the heart instead of leavin' in the dark

And pointin' fingers like a **** see ya hand

Help a **** if a **** need a hand

That's how I been

I been cryin' out for someone help, but I be damned if I focus on myself

Momma, I need a belt

Whoopin' me was the only time you ever gave a fuck about anyone but your

Or how I been

Look, how I'm doin'?

Would the people still wanna know just how I been?

And how I'm doin'?

Would the people still wanna know just how I been?

Mmm, and how I'm doin'?

Would the people still wanna know just how I been?

How I

Mmm, and how I'm doin'?

Would the people still wanna know just how I been?