BITTER! (for the lack of a better word)

I am bitter

Hate the way I think you all still look at me

Haven’t felt this out my skin since seventeen

Cling to all the happy moments in my dreams

Yeah

I am bitter

Struggling to make it by, like, every day

I’m scared as fuck to text my friends to just say, “Hey!”

I hope this lingering feeling starts to go away

But I guess I’m too bitter for it all

But I guess I’m too bitter for-

Real trap shit, bitch

I’m Rhonda, and these aren’t real!

I am bitter

You know that nothing that I do will make you see

That I am nothing like I was when you knew me

I cling to all the happy moments in my dreams

But I guess I’m too bitter for it all