Loss

I made myself a victim, and I counted up the score

I called your pill my medicine and made myself your whore

I told myself I loved you and that we needed space

You with your silence tie me up with grace

You can pray, but you're always gonna carry the weight

You can beg, but you're never gonna bury the shame

What a waste, what a waste, no, we'll never escape

Yeah, you'll still be left with, still be left with loss

You're stuck living in your skin till the bitter end

You can pray, but you're always gonna carry the weight

Yeah, you'll still be left with, still be left with loss

It was 3 a.m., and I was begging God to teach me to get high

He told me ride it out, make Him proud and stare straight at the sky

Now I'm stuck in this white-tiled hell

Lining up in a straight jacket

Yeah, I know that I said I need help

This ain't help, it's a bandage

Don't fix my

Head

You can pray, but you're always gonna carry the weight

You can beg, but you're never gonna bury the shame

What a waste, what a waste, no, we'll never escape

Yeah, you'll still be left with, still be left with loss

You're stuck living in your skin till the bitter end

You can pray, but you're always gonna carry the weight

Yeah, you'll still be left with, still be left with loss

Loss

I'm lost

I failed, was this all just for nothing?

God, I thought I'd feel something

Was this all just for nothing?

I can't feel a thing

You can pray, but you're always gonna carry the weight

You can beg, but you're never gonna bury the shame

What a waste, what a waste, no, we'll never escape

Yeah, you'll still be left with, still be left with loss

You're stuck living in your skin till the bitter end

You can pray, but you're always gonna carry the weight

Yeah, you'll still be left with, still be left with loss

Still be left with loss

Still be left with—