Killing Me Inside

Five woods back to back out my body, so I feel better

Thinkin' bout the ones I helped fell down, you know that they ain't help him

Ma said, I can't be so quick to flash out, and go get the shovel

As you jhit seen nothin but red, I feel I'm hunted by the devil

That's why I'm quiet, I had to fix that shit

Saw mama cryin', said let me fix this shit

He in his zone, so leave him alone, don't come too wrong

Cause he might blow, think I'm too strong to let him know

That it's been killin' me inside

I'm all out of energy, I'm tired

Saw **** fold', give him a block stood on that block and ratted cheese

No ain't worried bout no opps , locked in the stu chasin' my dreams

Stay on the low, but got that blow, we in the trap, we servin

Oh, look, we in the trap, we servin

We serve the city fast, money make us feel better

Riskin' this shit, stay out the way, they come know its, whatever

Keepin' my shit, a couple **** on that list

But I been caught up chasin' this, tryna upgrade all my people level

Not to mention go hard for all of my friends

Excuse me, my brothers, them ****, they be my kin

I see nine a good dad, I'm gon' treat her like my kid

Let's show her somethin' different, cause all we know is work that gen

All we know is work that metal

My lil' cousins love this music shit, they say that Day, Day better

Thinkin' of some ways to move this shit, you know we love that cheddar

Won't go crash, out on no goofy shit, my cousin, he knew better

Five woods back to back out my body, so I feel better

Thinkin about the ones I helped, fell down, you know that they aint help him

Ma said I can't be so quick to flash, and go get the shovel

As I jhit seen nun but red, I feel I'm hunted by the devil

That's why I'm quiet, I had to fix that shit

Saw momma cryin', said, let me fix this shit

He in his zone, so leave him alone, don't come too wrong

Cause he might blow, think I'm too strong, to let him know

That it's been killin' me inside

I'm all out of energy, I'm tired

And just remember who you are, this to all of my lil ones

You get a chance to be a star

It's deeper than you think, it's all about what's in your heart

Like Day, you gotta think, I gotta call and check on Shad

Cause I know that he be hurtin', I apologize for distance

I make it up, lil bruh, I promise

Lost your momma, pops said, give you some room

When you first find out

Felt your pain from different rooms, I dropped them

Tears as you dropped them

All the pain throughout the years ain't dropped

Much tears and I respect it

And this shit here hitting deep, I'm droppin' tears on my nose

I wrote this on a iPhone, now it's typin' random words

Just know I keep that, won't see big brother on no curve, no

Won't see big brother on no curve, don't I keep that

Won't see big brother on no curve, no

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

Look, this world so cold, you gotta guard your heart

We so immune, cause we grew up with sharks

It was some fishes, though, don't get it fucked up

It's gettin' harder like I had enough

Five woods back to back out my body, so I feel better

Thinkin about the ones I helped, fell down you know that they ain't help him

Ma said , I can't be so quick to flash, to flash out and go get the shovel

As a jhit seen nun but red, I feel I'm hunted by the devil

That's why I'm quiet, I had to fix that shit

Saw mama cryin', said, let me fix this shit

He in his zone, so leave him alone, don't come too wrong

Cause he might blow, then come too strong, don't let him know

That it's been killin' me inside

Look, I'm all out of energy, I'm tired

Yeah, yeah