Vast

rush and words - stacking

embodied in a reel

wound with expectations

Is this another raw deal?

the path and I - fainting

many wishes left to climb

anxiety is rising

my mind is restless all the time

vast behind my eyelid opens up

try to focus on one thought

to calm me down when I am caught

oxygen in my veins

doesn't move enough

to make me feel what's past again

hardly moving

the same picture

projected and repeating

Am I fading out?

the air - leaving

a false picture

barely ascending

Is this made to recur?

Am I losing it?

vast behind my eyelid opens up

try to focus on one thought

to calm me down when I am caught

oxygen in my veins

doesn't move enough

to make me feel what's past again