Note to Self

I’ve been beating myself and it's me vs me in this battle

sitting up laying down walking around flipping through all the channels

I’ve been wondering some days

I have been wondering some days

Why I live life this way

Why I live life this way

I just follow my script then the sadness it hits as I ruminate

so here’s a note to self with love

Well hey you know you gotta try gotta try some more

Never stop never stop- no I understand understand it now

(I’m sadder but wiser)

You gotta try gotta try some more

Never stop never stop- no I understand understand it now

You gotta try gotta try some more

You gotta try gotta try some more

So another bad day in the ‚selfbash parade‘ that masqsuerades as pity party

It portrays my shame in a certain way do I overstate oh hardly

So what to do how to change cause the bad things linger the longest

these affirmations better work for me and I’ll be sure to make them

perky!

Well hey you know you gotta try gotta try some more

Never stop never stop- no I understand understand it now

Well hey you know you gotta try gotta try some more

Never stop never stop- no, I understand understand it now

And since woken up I’m Definitely more broken but

Being so stressed obsessed with what you might think of me

And oh I am killing me you see

I defeat it finally even if brief

I can feel joy and breath

And I turned out wiser wiser

Let the days be brighter brighter