Nuala

Impossible to hold

You are impossible to hold

Impossible to hold

If i live i won’t let go

You are not you in my mind

And it troubles me alright

You are not you sometimes

They only live to see us cry

In the times that i wish that i had died

When my uncle died

The hope of doing something that resentful

Was that i’d move on

And be sane

In the morning i lay bare and grew lonely

In skin i crossed with loss i never learned to bear

I need to meet my family where they are

I need to try to meet them all where they are

You are not you in my mind

And it troubles me alright

You are not you in sometimes

They only live to see us cry