Ready To Fall

No my head don't feel so right

Because my bed don't feel so right

Without you there with me on sleepless nights

The monsters get their fill

Is it too late to say I miss you still

Been achin' for a bitter pill

Hit weak like vics but numb me still

I close my eyes, feel paralyzed

I'm floating on a cloud of ice

Much warmer than you baby

Noddin' off I saw a distant light

It's callin out my name

That's my escapist way of sayin I'm tired of dealing with the pains of this withdrawal

I'm ready to fall

I'm ready to fall

I don't want a safety net at all

And I won't be answering, don't call

I'm bent out of shape not broke, that's all

I'm ready to fall

I don't want a safety net at all

And I won't be answering, don't call

I'm bent out of shape not broke, that's all

My skull it feels all too damn tight

My brain it wants to go see light

I don't think I can take this fight

But still I'll seem like I'm alright

My mind expands all with a plan

Then go see the whole mess again

I tried I said I tried I said

But look at the whole mess I made

Served to me on a silver plate

I can't believe all that I ate

now look at what I go create

like set up the whole mess again

I'm a mess

Again

Are you and I still friends?

I couldn't see the ending

Till it came

Then it went

Under the skin

Was there a lesson here I'm supposed to get

Or am I someone you would rather forget

Now that it's over?