run away from what you see

i been tryna find a reason not to sit and grind my teeth all through the week but ive been beat

don’t run away from what i see

me and everyone oblique up in this bitch and all that shit just makes me tweak

i’m so sick of watching all that shit repeat

print my music on a cd watch it all become antique by 23 so i don’t speak unless i’m talking on beat

that means something gotta leave and i don’t want it to be me so can we reach

all this shit we preach and nothing that we teach cause we divide

i been fiending for a greater high than what this weed supplies

but that wont ever happen wont be my demise i had my try

and now this fucking rapping

don’t be feeling fly its just a rhyme to pry open your mind and have you asking why are they so blind to what the fuck done happened right up in this place that we reside

i been stuck up in my brain with all this pain i cant decide

if i got purpose to keep getting by

i don’t know what i’m doing i’m just producing and i’m putting my whole life in this music

gave up pills a couple years ago it’s got me all fluent

but i won’t lie cause to myself and what i feel ive been truant

your fucking consciousness and spirit being broke in pursuant to what they fuck they been doing

and i don’t know how you don’t see it i’m losing it

feel like people choosing it instead of fucking reducing it

they assuming that they bound to lose so they be excusing it

and i’m through with it

i’m really tryna focus on me

but the me that i wanna be is just helping you see

and like i said ive been feeling beat so that’s hard to be

i’d rather jump in a creek and never come up than to be

a person thinking that life is complete cause what would i be

having no vision with someone telling me what i should see

and thats like 90 percent of people that breathe and then bleed

like you and me

but they not like you and me