I cheat, I steal, I lie, I want

I lust, I lust, I lust, I lust

I judge, complain, I’ve yelled, I’ve drank

I’ve smoked, I hate, I’m ugly, I’m fake

I know, nothing, I’ve assumed, I’ve mocked

I have not forgiven, I’ve often fought

I’m far, from good, I’ve cursed, a lot

I pretend that I am, but I know that I am not

[I don’t believe you] you were born and always been inside a church home

Feeling that you deserve a lot of what you don’t deserve so

The words show that Jesus loved the type of people you ignore

He broke the laws [and on the Sabbath day] he would do it more

[I don’t believe you] you claim you suffer from an acne problem

While a billion others die from aids and from a lack of water

[I feel bad for you] Americans- we beat each other

We have too much of everything, we don’t know what it means to suffer

So leave a legacy or die anonymous?

Why forgive us of our trespasses if we’ll just climb a taller fence?

You’re too busy planning school shootings at minor colleges

You need to be original [go see your gynecologist]

Instead of growing weaker I would rather fight through all of this

And quit romancing thoughts that were only designed for arguments

Let your problems lose their grip and give your mind some oxygen

And give it time [you make take a while to cry apologies]

I sit here and don’t understand

The language you’re speaking between each other sounds like its foreign or from another land

Perhaps an interpolation of your interpretations

And energy concentrated and traces of murdered basics

Either idolizing the Bible or ignoring it biblically

But there’s never a middle ground when you try and belittle me

You’re like a wannabe terrorist 4’ 8” in the Middle East

Jesus is like a CATHOLIC PRIEST GOING ON A KILLING SPREE

And Satan’s just a cop-out [we blame everything on Satan]

“It’s not our fault” [can’t we just say that human nature is fatal?]

You’re not a good person [you’re a plagiarized publication

Of your savior, ain’t you religious gangs ever read Galatians?

You’re staying under the radar; your hatred’s wearing a mask

You’re too good for me, and [my faith apparently is an act]

So whether I’m a Christian or not [it’s really up to you]

Cause I couldn’t care less and [you’ll conclude it if you wanted to]

[We’re all equal] but that’s too bad the group of people

Who suppose to understand that just don’t think so

If you think the book of James doesn’t really pertain to you

If you were truth and I was engaged to you [I would say we’re through]

You’re faith is not considered when they know what the scripture is

Your hate is deliberate, your language is gibberish

Your fake in your appearance [what you do and say is different

They had a relationship [and the baby, it was illiterate]

I’m not worthy for church people, you’re not converting me

Becoming a member would just be confirming my certainty

I’m not being mean; I am concerned for this emergency

You heard me I ain’t murdering; I’m speaking till it hurts to breathe

The purpose of these words [I admit that I am guilty]

If I lived by the law [then the law would kill me]

I’m talking to myself and pointing my finger

I’m not approaching my past and not avoiding it either

I’ll make you mad [get you irritated] disappoint you

I don’t want your expectations of me to destroy you

Just because I’m a Christian, don’t you ever assume

Me not smoking weed doesn’t mean I couldn’t if I wanted to

I don’t know a lot of truth [I’m not good] good and bad people

Don’t exist [I’m suicidal when inside a vehicle]

I do what I shouldn’t do [a lot of you wouldn’t get it]

I don’t do what I should do [I’m not afraid to admit it]