The Things I Never Said

It isn't easy to express What I feel inside But that shouldn't come As a surprise to you Haven't been the perfect mom But please know that I tried I did the best I could And that's the best that I could do Now facing a future that's uncertain I cannot say what lies ahead But I won't give up, I'll face my fears, and fight back Year of uncried tears And tell you all the things I never said All of the hours spent at work Consumed with my career I wouldn't blame you if you Thought I didn't care Graduations that I missed All the games I didn't cheer I never told you then but how I Wanted to be there As thoughts of the past run through my memory The choices I've made, the life I've led An office on the highest floor it meant so much But you mean more That's one of many things... So much in my life I took for granted Life tucking my children into bed My world was always spinning fast And in an instant year have passed And here I sit with so much left unsaid I've always lived a world apart But through it all you were my heart That's one of many things of oh... so many things ... I never said