If Not This Time

Since time forgot To turn the lock And let me enter My soul is deft And trained in theft So I will slither Under, through, around the cracks Tiny seams, no door locks If not this time Maybe the next Since light neglected To be reflected And let me see My soul has glasses Percieves the passes That should wither Piercing through around the haze Pillared clouds drift away If not this time Maybe the next Since love's rejection Destroyed perception And left me free My soul eroded My brain imploded Down to cinders Growing new senses to feel Seeing, hearing all that is real If not this time Maybe never