Rock Bottom

People always told me that I never amount I done had my hear broke to many times to count Before you point fingers put yourself in my shoes Maybe you can understand what I'm goin through I'm haunted by so many demons that I can't see The man standing in my mirror dog that ain't me Leave me alone swear to God I'm bout to overload This pains enough to make another man overdose If I had wings aint no doubt that I would fly away I wonder who would really miss me if I died today I try to pray to God but he's yet to heal the pain I try to turn around, but I still feel the same A lot of people in my life got up and done something I'm almost 25 and I aint even done nothing It's hard not to let the world get the best of me All this anxiety is gonna be the death of me Cause they don't realize I'm so close to giving up I'm down here on the bottom nowhere to go but up My backs against the wall I'm trying not to fall When your hearts broken it's so hard to stand tall This is what it sounds like when you feel the pain This is what it sounds like standing in the rain I made it this far but I got so much to prove I'm at my rock bottom I ain't got nothing to lose! There's so little time but there's so much pain Ion know if this is God's way of sayin I need to change The only thing I know in life is to keep it true What else can I do? If I win I still lose When life would knock me down, all I could do is fight When I was on the bottom, all I could do was write Cause won't nobody else tryna come and make it better It's hard to chase the sun when all you know is rainy weather It's difficult to cry when you running out of tears I gotta make it now cause I'm running out of years My hearts been crippled by this thing we call life They tell me keep my head up and ill be alright But they don't understand that my smile is a gimmick It's another story when I turn off my image And next thing you know I'm right back to where I started All I can do is try to keep it moving regardless Cause they don't realize I'm so close to giving up I'm down here on the bottom nowhere to go but up My backs against the wall I'm trying not to fall When your hearts broken it's so hard to stand tall This is what it sounds like when you feel the pain This is what it sounds like standing in the rain I made it this far but I got so much to prove I'm at my rock bottom I ain't got nothing to lose! Cause they don't realize I'm so close to giving up I'm down here on the bottom nowhere to go but up My backs against the wall I'm trying not to fall When your hearts broken it's so hard to stand tall This is what it sounds like when you feel the pain This is what it sounds like standing in the rain I made it this far but I got so much to prove I'm at my rock bottom I ain't got nothing to lose! I aint got nothing to lose!