Borrowed Time (feat. Bearcat)

So I'm sitting with my hands folded

Praying to a God that I don't understand

Hoping that he hears my demands

I'm locked within four walls

It's a coffin in a prison

I can't seem to wash the dirt and blood off of my hands

Sitting with a mirror in my lap, disgrace stares back

'Cause I took all my misfortune and shameless upsets

And it seems I can't learn without pain

So discovering myself seems to multiply my shame

Hungry in this game

I need direction for a lost soul

It wasn't too long ago I was sitting at a crossroad

Head on collision seemed like the only way to end it, though

Standing on a roof top, wishing for the courage to fall

And all I know is someone's gotta be watching from above

'Cause all I needed was a little bit of love

A little bit of peace in a mind filled with sorrow

Living for today 'cause nobody promised tomorrow

I lived my life

Thinking my whole life was ahead of me

Tomorrows a new day

Shake the dust off your feet

Kids close your eyes, dream sweet dreams

Those nursery rhymes left out one thing...

I'm sitting, recollecting about the memories when could of had

And me not being present is the worst regret I'll always have

Only talking when I needed

Thinking a million tomorrows were around my corner

Now the time is being borrowed

And it hurts my soul deep inside that I was being selfish

When it reality, fact is, you were being selfless

Brought me in the fam as the youngest son you always had

Loving me even when I crashed, it's so sad

The pain I put everyone through

And messes that you dealt with until I sobered up

The moral of the lesson

But now I'm here wishing I could take it all back

In hopes we could share together one real laugh

And in one real track I try to convey through my pride

That you mean the world to me, your the apple of my eye

Sometimes I get confused and I can't understand why

But I can't say goodbye, so I'll just see you on the other side

I love you...

I lived my life

Thinking my whole life was ahead of me

Tomorrows a new day

Shake the dust off your feet

Kids close your eyes, dream sweet dreams

Those nursery rhymes left out one thing...

Walk with me a moment and let's see what we can be

*So take my hand

*We'll get through anything

Differences don't matter to me, it's a big C

With just two tiny people walking through to find their destination

Someone told me once it's a journey drove my expectation

*So take my hand

*We'll get through anything

That's when I find peace, excepting that I can't change a thing

Look into the sky

Can't help but start wondering

What life would be like if I had another shot at it

That's when I realize I do and just grasp it

I lived my life

Thinking my whole life was ahead of me

Tomorrows a new day

Shake the dust off your feet

Kids close your eyes, dream sweet dreams

Those nursery rhymes left out one thing...

I lived my life

Thinking my whole life was ahead of me

Tomorrows a new day

Shake the dust off your feet

Kids close your eyes, dream sweet dreams

Those nursery rhymes left out one thing...

Tomorrow isn't guaranteed