Closure

My heart is closed to everyone I see Feels like the weight of the universe Is hanging over me Nothing to do And nothing to show Let me tell you this is all i know Push away the pain That brings me down Theres nothing left to say I can't change the weather Or future days Is this getting better or will we stay the same? My heart is close to everyone I see This is what I call insanity I press my hands against my ears Drown out the noises that I fear Sometimes I close my eyes And think about those fucked up wasted years And think about those Fucked up wasted years Can't sleep can't think with this weight Upon me My back is breaking theres nothing left to say Find me All I have Does this hurt? Im waiting here I push away the pain Have you ever let yourself cave in? Have you ever let yourself rely on anything That exist The damage is done Why can't you see This is all I ever was and who I'll always be My heart is closed to everyone I see Feels like the weight of the universe Is hanging over me Nothing to do And nothing to show Let me tell you this is all i know I press my hands against my ears Drown out the noises that I fear Sometimes I close my eyes And think about those fucked up wasted years And think about those fucked up wasted years My heart is still closed to everyone i see Theres no pill for curing What I'll always be