Suicide Note, Pt. 1 (Early Mix)

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale

The pills that kill and take the pain away

(Take the pain away)

Diet of life, shelter without

The face that cannot see inside yours and mine

(Yours and mine)

When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe

For our handle on this life, I don't believe

(This time)

Would you look at me now?

Can you tell I'm a man?

With the scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again

Try to die again

Try to live through this night

Try to die again...

Forever fooling, free and using

Sliding down the slide that breaks a will

(Breaks a will)

Mother's angel, getting smarter

How smart are you to regress unfulfilled?

(It's a damn shame, who's to blame?)

When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe

For our handle on this life, I don't believe

(This time)

Would you look at me now?

Can you tell I'm a man?

With the scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again

Would you look at me now?

Can you tell I'm a man?

With the scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again

Try to die again

Try to live through this night

Try to die again