Ashes

First, I hesitated

But I called your mom back

'Cause I felt like no time to be wasted

She was still a mess, I mean we both were

I wished I could be closer

I collected all the strength that were left for me

And I told her

Your son doesn't wanna be buried

And I know this 'cause we talked about it

A couple time in our marriage

He said, if anything should happen

Release me into the sea

I don't need no grave

For nobody to come see me

She laughed, sound just like him

She cried and I began to cite him

We laughed 'cause he had

Always something to say

All this love he gave

And all this pain, we have to take

I held the hands of our daughter, make her understand

He became free of form, there's no wonderland

She asked why, how, and if he suffered pain

I answered as much I could honestly imagine

She told me that his ashes is soft to touch

I told her, please remember he loves you much

We went to a beach no one knows about

We entered a water with his ashes in our arms and said

Please become the water and breeze

The sun, the cloud, the mountains, and trees

Your hair, your skin, your heart, your energy to love

Everything you need to go on

Now that both of us covered with ashes

Kissin' and huggin' and cryin'

Screamin' off the top of her head

And now splashes are makin' her smile

I clutched her arm and said, look

This what your daddy became

His energy is in everything

That surround you and you are safe

Everywhere you go, everything you do

Have no doubt or fear

When the darkness hits you, please

Don't be ashamed to shed tears

Make yourself at home

Anywhere you're at

This is how he taught us

Everything is one, she scream

I am you, you are me, we'll always be

Thank you for the love and life you gave me

You gave my mommy the light she needed

Please return in peace, now you are free

She told me that his ashes is soft to touch

I told her please remember he loves you much

We went to a beach no one knows about

We entered a water with his ashes in our arms and said

Please become the water and breeze

The sun, the cloud, the mountains, and trees

Your hair, your skin, your heart, your energy to love

Everything you need to go on

Please become the water and breeze

The sun, the cloud, the mountains, and trees

Your hair, your skin, your heart, your energy to love

Everything you need to go on

The energy

The energy

He is, say he is

He is

The life force

Life force

Energy

Energy

Divine

Divine

Peace, God

Peace, God

I love you

I love you

And you are me

And you are me

And I am you

And I am you

I love you forever

I love you forever