I'm Not Well

I lost my mind today

My life feels like a landslide

And I'm getting swept away

There's something wrong I know

But the waiting room is full

And the doctor bills for these fuckin' pills are making me go broke

I keep dreaming of a better place

I keep writing fairytails

Believe in magic you might get it babe

There's a heaven in your hell

I'm not well

And they keep tellin' me to fix myself

Sometimes I let it get to me

I hurt myself

I'm my own worst enemy

I'm at war with ten of me

Torture myself mentally

I'm not well

And I can't fix myself

I need your help

I'm my own worst enemy

I'm my own worst enemy

I need another way

To make me feel okay

All this time I spent just tryin' to bend myself back into place

When I self medicate

I become someone I hate

All the days I've lost tryna turn it off

When will something change?

I keep dreaming of a better place

I keep writing fairytails

Believe in magic you might get it babe

There's a heaven in your hell

I'm not well

And they keep tellin' me to fix myself

Sometimes I let it get to me

I hurt myself

I'm my own worst enemy

I'm at war with ten of me

Torture myself mentally

I'm not well (I lost my mind today)

And they keep tellin' me to fix myself (my life feels like a landslide)

Sometimes I let it get to me (and I'm getting swept away)

I hurt myself

I'm my own worst enemy (and these doctor bills for these fuckin' pills)

I'm at war with ten of me

Torture myself mentally

I'm not well

And I can't fix myself

I need your help

I'm my own worst enemy

I'm my own worst enemy