Sickness

This is A sickness Had my chance i missed it My life i didn't ask for it I don't know how to handle it So i'll be dead my tomorrow Think i'm joking? I don't Why is it so hard? Remind me how did this start? I can't believe that you fucked him My self esteem was at nothing Ima keep it a g, I'm not fronting But I get to the check, so like fuck it? And all of your friends they, keep fronting Panicking in public Sipping on a potion Nodding to the sun But down here it's so cold though No one will help you if you claim you're so cutthroat. I'll ride by myself With a 45 by my side I'll do What the fuck is already done This is A sickness Had my chance i missed it My life i didn't ask for it I don't know how to handle it So i'll be dead my tomorrow Think i'm joking? I dont Why is it so hard Remind me how did this start?