I just need some time away

Can't sleep without the fix

At war with the sun and the day

Trial by stones and sticks

Downtrodden, so rotten

Cast out from the holy garden

Believer, deceiver

We always end up without her

I can deal with the rain 'cause I was born in the storm

I can handle all the pain, what is torn, I adorn

But I don't want to belong, I just want to be gone

You tell me to fly after pulling out my wings

The vision has died, along with the king

Pretender, defender, all-as-we-know-it ender

Complaining, restraining, It still hasn't stopped raining

I've got a secret and believe me when I say you need to hear it

You'll have to come a little closer if you really want to know

There's nothing to be afraid of, because none of us were ever safe

This is everything I've ever dreamed of, but all I've done is f*cking wait