Lost

If I'm being honest Honestly you're nothing more than wasted lines If I'm being selfish Selfishly you left me waiting every time And I don't know how much more of this I can take Pick me up off the ground there's nothing left to say Paint me out of your pictures And go our separate ways I'll carve you out of my memories Just so I'll be okay And if I said I'm sorry Would you stay away (Just stay away from me) (Just stay away from me) Take it back, just take it back Your words are echoing again I've heard you say it once But now I'm thinking twice before I let you in Just relax, I can't relax It's hard to breathe My lungs give in (Into these thoughts That I can't fucking win) And I don't know how much more of this I can take Pick me up off the ground there's nothing left to say Paint me out of your pictures And go our separate ways I'll carve you out of my memories Just so I'll be okay And if I said I'm sorry Would you stay away You're meaning less to me than everything I want to be You've shown I'm lower on your list than all your apathy I'm sick of screaming out my lungs when you won't listen to me But now you're taking all my pride Just fucking bury me (Just fucking bury me) If I'm helpless Then you're selfish (Why does this make me nervous?)