Have Fun!

Sometimes I forget

That I could just go home and sit

Alone and turn off my smartphone

And “truly be”

Sometimes I forget

That at every single moment

There are a billion different ways to end

And begin again

Like it never happened

But then I remember like the cracking of a whip-

Why do some thoughts fade

While other thoughts, they seem to stick?

Often I’m told stories about how I used to live

Maybe they were never even mine to begin with?

You should go have fun

I guess come over when you’re done

I know I’m not the only one you claim to want

It’s just sometimes I forget

That even though we share a bed sometimes

It doesn’t mean we’re indebted or in love

But if you want to

I can’t take that from you

But then I remember like a crushing ton of bricks-

How you said it happened isn’t how I thought it did

Often I’m told stories that I swear I could have lived

Maybe I was never even me to begin with