I Can't Break It To My Heart

If it's okay, I'll leave the bed light on And place your water glass where it belongs And if it's alright, I'll lie awake at night Pretending I am curled up at your side See, I'm circling in these patterns Living out of memories I'm still a long way from accepting it That there's just no you and me But if I still believe you love me, maybe I'll survive So, I tell myself you're coming home Like you've done a million times And if it's alright I'll still be loving you 'Cause I can't break it to my heart Is it just me? Did I commit a crime? I won't believe that loving you Is just a waste of time or was it in my head I'm reading into things you never said 'Cause I still don't have the answers To why, we couldn't work it out I wanna think it's something that I did So, I can turn it back around But if I still believe you love me, maybe I'll survive So, I tell myself you're coming home Like you've done a million times And if it's alright I'll still be loving you 'Cause I can't break it to my heart And nothing will come between us I wanna convince myself we're perfect In every single way as long as I can keep The truth away from my heart Oh, 'cause I can't break it to my heart, oh 'Cause I still don't have the answers To why, we couldn't work it out I wanna think it's something that I did So, I can turn it back around But if I still believe you love me, maybe I'll survive So, I tell myself you're coming home Like you've done a million times And if it's alright I'll still be loving you But if I still believe you love me, maybe I'll survive So, I tell myself you're coming home Like you've done a million times And if it's alright I'll still be loving you And if it's alright, I'll still be loving you 'Cause I can't break it to my heart I can't break it to my heart, oh