Flake Out

If you love me tell me now Let me dispel any illusion you may have that I am different and that I won't let you down Cuz I will Yeah I will I will flake out I will break your heart if you let me I will sabotage every good thing It is damn near systematic how I replaced my few good habits with a multitude of bad Ones And I'll wallow in self pity On every car ride And I will stress eat And I'll just get high when I'm unhappy And never ask why it isn't helping I made a list of all the things I wanna fix about myself It's pretty long Cuz most of what people call prayers now were first written as songs So I'll repeat it 'til I believe it 'Til I forgive myself for all that I've done wrong I'm investing time and effort into making my life better