Sex Is Complicated

You're in my house I turn the lights out My sordid past That I have to face now What does it mean If I don't make it? And now it seems You know when I'm fakin' It's hard to say A clever phrase that's out of place Or used in the wrong way Without you knowing what to change Without you feeling your full range And I'm so afraid you'll stay It's so hard not to run An adding-up of everyone Who took a piece and stole the fight out But you aren't the way To scrutinize my every stray And I'm so afraid you'll stay You're in my house I'll turn the lights out My sordid past That I have to face now What does it mean If I don't make it? And now it seems You know when I'm fakin' I didn't wanna lie Can bodies tell a lie? But it's so easy with the lights out I don't want to anymore I just wanna tell you everything I'm so tired of being bored I'm so tired of ignoring what I need I don't want to anymore I just wanna tell you everything I'm so tired of being bored I'm so tired of ignoring what I need You're in my house I'll turn the lights out My present past That's in my face now What does it mean If I don't fake it? What's in between The sordid blankets?