If I Could Go Back

Lessons I learned Take them with me Where I go I know I'll be ok Time is going on Gotta be strong But right now I can't see ahead Put on a show Had to make some friends Didn't know I would lose my way Didn't know how that one night Was going to decide my fate If I could go back I would have walked out that door If I could save myself I wouldn't have to be alone And maybe someday I could climb out of this hole And find home Find home Find home Lights go dim People I know Take a hit and fade away With just one blink With one wrong choice My life just went to shit Can't think straight This is swallowing me Waiting for some kind of change Wrapped in this life Has sucked me dry Just trying to reach out for the light If I could go back I would have walked out that door If I could save myself I wouldn't have to be alone And maybe someday I could climb out of this hole And find home Find home Find home They walk away With their heads down No hope left It's up to me 'Til I find the strength And my soul's at rest All alone with no one Le-e-e Le-e-e Left If I could go back I would have walked out that door If I could save myself I wouldn't have to be alone And maybe someday I could climb out of this hole And find home Find home Find home And find home Find home Find home