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Suicidal Thoughts (Trigger Warning)

Ayy

Hip-Hop/Rap

Apple Music Note

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LIRIK

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Lirik

Am I dead yet?

On the border of hell

Minds playing tricks on me

I don't know what is real

Conversations with Hades

As I sit back and chill

Only guy to convince me

I should take all of these pills

Sometime I wanna

Put the gun to my head

Pull the trigger

I'm sure things would

Be better if I'm dead

Know you'll ask if I'm doing well

But you don't care what I've said

Don't wanna take up your time

So I'll just take my life instead

Sometimes I wanna

Put the blade to my vain

Let it bleed out

And hope they remember my name

(They won't)

Cus I'm another anybody in the system

Won't pour my heart out

To anybody that'll listen

I'm a mess

I don't really know how to fix this

Parents think I'm good

But still they witnessed

My downfall that is

I spiral into abyss

Planing my death

With hopes that I'm missed

By my family and friends

But I doubt it

Suicide on my mind

So my thoughts are clouded

Voices talking way too much

So my shits pounding

Who can be the loudest

Turn my head to the left

See the only person

In the world

That keeps me grounded

Hadess

We've been talking

Way too much lately

Never while the sun is out

During nights mainly

Told my therapist about you

He thinks I'm crazy

Only one who keeps me

Company when I'm dreaming

I ain't gotta say a word you

Know how I'm feeling

We've got that bond

Swear I saw Thanatos the other day

Maybe not though

Cus it ain't my time

To go just ask the fates

With those abhorred shears

You keep telling me the end is near

Shinigami eyes

You probably see my years

All this love that I've

Been spreading to my peers

Only so those fuckers

Will not see my tears

I'm so fuckin stressed

Anxiety weighing heavy in my brain

Always be my bane

Only reason I've been smoking

All this Mary Jane

It's so insane

I try abstain

From all this pain

But it goes on and on and on

It's a cycle I try and take myself out

But I'll be in the same place next week

No doubt

Got these

Suicidal thoughts

Running through my head

Don't worry I won't act on them

(Act on them)

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