Rainbow Road

(Today, you are who you are today, see?) Yeah (You're still me, but you're a newer version) (Myself ten years from now) (It's so far away, it's almost impossible to imagine) I know (Am I alone or is there a wonderful person next to me?) Yeah The shrooms hit 'til it's rainbow road I grew sick of the same old jokes And moved quick where the angels roam They won't save your soul Flip the world watch 'em fall through their halo holes We bruise skin, fused in contusion art Short fuse interviews to renew the scars They love you when you're new but they'll soon depart I stayed hunted by the gloom, you assumed the part Fuchsia brushstrokes paint the skies with their love notes Beauty minutiae petunias bloom from a cut throat A million lights at night go in a sequence Did I really live this life or did I dream it? I don't want to be here (Do your best, do your best) But I don't want to leave yet (I can't remember) (Don't you lose, don't you lose) Yeah (Me, me, me) I go Romero, so feral when I bear it all I'll skin my enemies and stretch it out like Harold Narrow arrows thrown at my apparel Throne of Blood & Marrow Crows above a scarecrow Made of straw men arguments and table salt Major flaws cut me open like a table saw Saw my inner demons thinking that they're made of God Solemn bits and pieces sink into Venetian skies I feel alive in the moment between dreams and strife The words grow from my bones 'til they're needle-like Porcupine spine dying at the speed of light Days from a normal life aged like California wine Trapped in a maze like I'm Coraline Unamazed mortified unfazed by the thorazine Lord of Flies head on a stake that you glorified If you're scared to know yourself this is horrifying The same me it's just more refined In a grave deep where the orchids lie Orcas die inside me every time I sing a whale song Seattle rain became a hailstorm, yeah I don't wanna leave yet but I don't wanna be here Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether I don't wanna leave yet but I don't wanna be here Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether I don't wanna leave yet but I don't wanna be here Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether I don't wanna leave yet but I don't wanna be here Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether (In your time I'm no longer here but) (I am here today) (And I'll always be cheering for you, right here) (Cheering for you) (My only self)