Happy First

You cheated on me And I still blame myself Could be the reason I can't find someone else But you you're so quick to move on To find someone new I try But I just Can't be happy for you. You taught me to love And you taught me lose Showed me the things That a broken heart do And I curse And I swear it's not fair I should have someone too It's not a race But I wish he would lose Cua don't you think I should be Happy first After all I've been through Don't you think someone Should love me Even if it ain't you Cause I'm not the faker, The lying heart breaker The reason I believe that I'll always get hurt So why not me? Why do you get to be Happy first All of the pictures And posts that I see Make it seem like you found someone Better than me I wonder does she keep the gaze Of your wandering eyes Or is it just a matter time? Don't you think I should be Happy first After all I've been through Don't you think someone Should love me Even if it ain't you Cause I'm not the faker, The lying heart breaker The reason I believe that I'll always get hurt So why not me? Why do you get to be Happy first How'd you forgive yourself? What secrets can you tell? How did you figure out How to love Yourself enough To love Someone else? Is there a way to make myself Feel better Does it just suck? And get worse? That you You get to be happy first You, You get to be Happy First.