Alone

Messages from you I don't need them at all I don't wanna be with you I wanna be alone My health is not good And you know this too I'm trying my best to be happy for you (Happy for you) All day, all night Not going anywhere So boring to sleep I'm underneath The siren in my head And I'm still in bed So what should I do? It's too late It's too late But what we did was destroyed I disappear This is hurting a lot I can't see anything Maybe it's my eyes Or just a dream You are walking around You wanna hide from me Please don't run away I'm not here (No, I'm not) I'm not here (No, I'm not) I'm laying and overthinking What if I can be bad Make people's lives more complicated Dark and sad They say life is beautiful I'm sure it's so stupid though There's one thing that I like City lights It's so nice in the night Anyway This is hurting a lot I can't see anything Maybe it's my eyes Or just a dream You are walking around You wanna hide from me Please don't run away And don't follow me And don't follow me The burning sun My eyes in tears Maybe I'm crying I'm so naive Don't call 911 It won't make me feel better Just a sunny day and wonderful weather I miss you a lot Please come back home You know I'm alone Or just pick up the phone Don't bring hot tea And chocolate cake I don't wanna put on weight This is hurting a lot I can't see anything Maybe it's my eyes Or just a dream You are walking around You wanna hide from me Please don't run away I don't think I can stay here Coz my mom told me not to go outside (Not to go outside) My friend doesn't know me And I don't know myself So leave me alone So leave me alone