Lavender

Wait for this to past

Doesn't sound like much

But just repeat it

I'm so sick of the spinning inside my room, inside my head

I thought by now I'd be winning

But

I'm losing

Think I'm gonna stay here tonight

It's movie night at my place, no one is invited

'cause

I've got some good friends

They wanna see me out

But I'm stuck holed up feeling sorry for myself

Please pull me out of my head

Sitting in the comfort of my bed

I hope that somebody notices that I'm not around

And says "hey, I hope he's OK"

When am I gonna feel OK?

I guess I'll wait forever

But forever's too long

I wanna get better

What am I doing wrong?

I can't wait forever

'cause forever's too long

So here's to getting better

And singing along

I'm gonna get better

No matter how long this takes

Gonna get better

(There we go)