I feel like I never knew
What I wanted
I'm not ready to feel loved
I want my head to be buried
And there's no one who's gonna show me the paper castle
I'm not ready to give up
I'm not ready to open up
I'm sorry I'm so sorry
That I didn't tell you before
I have lost the sense of
Of knowing
And I don't even know where I'm where I'm going
No I won't be the one
Explaining why have all
This not worked out
I'm not ready to give up
I'm not ready to open up
I'm sorry I'm so sorry
I'm sorry I'm so sorry
That I didn't tell you before
I wanna vanish
I wanna be gone
But I'm sorry I was foolish
You better go
I'm not ready to give up
I'm not ready to open up
I'm sorry I'm so sorry
That I didn't tell you before
I'm not ready to give up
I'm not ready to open up
I'm sorry I'm so sorry
That I didn't tell you before
I'm sorry I'm so sorry
That I didn't tell you
Before
