Kaleidoscope

I'm sick and tired of feeling this way

I'm sick and tired of waking up sad every day

I wanna be done

Hating myself

Cuz it ain’t worth it

I don’t wanna feel this

I'm drowning

Suffocating

Feels like nobody can hear me scream

I'm crying

I'm lost and

I feel these tears running down my cheek

And no one really sees me

They don’t know that my smile is fake

Wish somebody would heal me

I'm a kaleidoscope

The colors and pieces they just don’t fit

The way that they used to

I'm a kaleidoscope

The colors and pieces they just don’t fit

The way that they used to

Life gets hard

That's just the way it is

Hold on to loved ones

Family and friends

And time don’t stop

Just cuz you want it to

And life is worth it

I know that I’m worth it

I'm trying and trying

To get myself to a happier place

I'm praying and praying

God please take my pain

I wish you would just heal me

I wish you would just heal me

I'm a kaleidoscope

The colors and pieces they just don’t fit

The way that they used to

I'm a kaleidoscope

The colors and pieces they just don’t fit

The way that they used to

I'm a kaleidoscope

The colors and pieces they just don’t fit

(The colors and pieces they just don't fit)

The way that they used to

(They used to)

I'm a kaleidoscope

(I'm a kaleidoscope)

The colors and pieces they just don’t fit

(They just don't fit)

The way that they used to

I'm sick and tired of feeling this way

I'm sick and tired of waking up sad every day

I wanna be done

Hating myself

Cuz it ain’t worth it

I don’t wanna feel it